Sick With Desire

The conversation, a perfect disaster
Voices break, in desperate laughter
After what you said, I wish that I was dead
Maybe then you could have said what you meant

A wish that you forgot you made
When everything crumbed away
You never knew
It was already true

I never knew what cast the shadows in your eyes
What dreams of terror are realized
When nothing could quiet this fear
I tried to quiet this fear

A wish that you forgot you made
When everything crumbed away
It was already true

When I tried to warn you
You said I didn’t scare you
A dream you couldn’t wake up
Your tears come out in laughter
My heart’s still sick with desire


Just laugh at the emptiness
Of course we still feel like this
 
Kiss like a Curse

A Kiss like a Curse
Bad turned to Worse
We practice the ending so well rehearsed

How many times can we just say goodbye
If you live the life, you live the lie

I’m watching you walking away
You walk down the stairs and get on the train
You’re leaving for so long, I kiss you goodbye
You’re already gone

A Kiss like a dream, I was so deceived
I thought things were changing for me
How many times can we hear this lie
You live for disaster you live to die

I’m watching you walking away
You walk down the stairs and get on the train
You’re leaving for so long, I kiss you goodbye
You’re already gone

Kiss me goodbye like I’m dying
Isolation, is all consuming

Kiss me goodbye like I’m going to die
I couldn’t tell you it’s for the last time
A promise to stay, A promise to change
A promise made of yesterdays

Now you’re watching me walking away
I take off my shoes and get on the plane
I’m leaving for so long, You changed your mind
I’m already gone

Kiss me goodbye

 
Suspend Belief

Throw it all away
Reluctantly the details fade
I’m falling back into dreamless sleep
Falling faster incomplete

I see you in black and white
Develop in red light
A moment frozen without a caption
I knew you in a former life
The picture just twists the knife
So much is forgotten all is forgiven

A Translucent kiss I can see through this
Bitter endings on your lips
I suspend belief, I’ll make believe
We never gave up, we’ll never leave

I start to fall back,
The walls fade
Slip into the past
There is no escape from this dissention
I see you in a different light
But pictures dissolve time
My frozen heart makes a neat dissection

Translucent kiss I can see through this
Bitter endings on your lips
I suspend belief, I make believe
We never gave up, we’ll never leave
 
 Revelations

He shall dry all the tears from your eyes
And death shall be no more
and He shall dry all the tears from your eyes
And death shall be no more


Revelations

Does he follow close behind you?
Or do your footsteps echo in the dark?
Is he lying there beside you?
Or are you all alone?

He shall dry all the tears from your eyes
And death shall be no more
He shall dry all the tears from your eyes
And death shall be no more

Revelations

Are you frightened in the shadows?
Or does he speak to you in the dark?
Is your path laid out before you?
Or are you wandering alone?
Are you all alone?



 Dissolve

How Far Away had I gotten
When you decided I was too far gone?
How many fires had I started
When you decided to sit back and watch it burn?

Dissolve this
Fatal sadness…
Dissolve this
Fatal sadness…

Every day falls like feather
And hours of light now fall shorter
Night calls in a whisper
And your heart beats like a trigger
Invisible hands holding me under
Invisible finger pulling the trigger
And Time slips into Never
And everything is gone forever

Dissolve this
Fatal sadness…
Dissolve this
Fatal sadness…

 Blood in the Dollhaus

Planning each murder scene with dolls
A diagram of death
Blood on the walls
Tiny hands with tiny knives
Exchanging smiles, exchanging lives

There’s blood in the dollhouse
Blood from the kitchen
Leaving evidence of premeditation

What a grotesque picture this is
Tiny knives in you’re eyes
A headless body undressed
He carves your name into the walls
He cuts up the clothes to dress up the dolls

There’s blood in the dollhouse
Blood from the kitchen
Leaving evidence of premeditation


All Lyrics by Melody Bleak.  Music by Blackpool. Copyright 2008.